When Time’s Up

Today I saw Ellen Adarna’s Instagram post about a convo with her 6-year-old son Elias. He asked if she’ll leave her phone when she dies. Puzzled, she asked why he even thought of that. And he said “So I can still watch our videos.”

Typing this teary-eyed because recently, I’ve got thoughts about how fleeting moments are, how long will I be here to be with my son and husband, what will happen when I’m gone.

Lately, friends and acquaintances also come to mind. We’ve changed in a lot of ways it’s impossible to nurture them all. Still, I feel an urge to reconnect.

Walking down memory lane through my old posts, I ask “Given the chance to go back, would I live my life differently?”

It’s time to rest. It’s okay to keep some questions hanging.